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Confession time: This year has been really sucky for me. I haven't been to Disneyland consistently this year and I haven't felt like my heart was in posting on here constantly. I didn't feel the desire to take pictures at Disneyland, I preferred to just enjoy whatever time I had there because as soon as I arrived I just wanted to go home. I've been feeling like Sadness more often, but with the help of family and friends they have kept me going every day. This year started off very promising, but then life handed me a bad blow. My dog, Paris, passed away unexpectedly in late February (scroll➡️2nd & 3rd picture). I was so devastated. A few other things occured that I'm not totally ready to talk about just yet as I'm still trying to wrap my head around. I was still trying to turn things around with a solo trip to Disneyland this past Friday, but before heading out I learned we had to take our other dog Fluffy to the vet. I was having PTSD from the last time we had gone with my girl Paris. And once again I was given the horrible news that he had an aggressive cancer. We had no choice but to let him go that day. It's been tough being home knowing he isn't here because he was my companion for 13 years. (Scroll➡️ pictures 4 & 5) I've had dogs in my life more than half my life and they are honestly the biggest part of me. Today my family had planned to go watch the Dora the Explorer movie and it was the perfect thing I needed to get out of the house and start to heal (picture #6 ) .
Thank you for those of you who have read this far💙 I don't know if I will be posting on here because I lack the motivation right now. However I will be keeping up with everyone so that I can feel some of that Disney magic through you all. ✨
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