16 hours ago
It has been so many changes these past months. Changes i never thought would happend. Not only bad ones but good ones to. I always been scared of new changes, and i felt alone, lost, and stuck. I felt like i was in a circle that wouldnt break. Its been a really toxic time for me and its time to get myself together and step away. Im a really positive person, and for me to even fall down takes alot. For someone to break me apart takes alot. But it happens. Feeling lost and broken happens to us all and even tho my friends and family tells me than im a strong, kind and a unbreakable person.. im not. When this happens to me i feel the urge to step away in my own mindset and fight it. Sometimes this make you learn new things about yourself and who you really are. I been broken a 100 times and more, but i always manage to get up. Sometimes i cry and thats okay. The important part is that i never let that ruin me and my smile. I learned so much in a short intens amound of time in my life. I learned selflove, and to put my health first. I believe that loosing people, places and memories is a start on a new chapther. If you go through something or have lost someone important to you, dosent mean that everything else you been working for should stop. I wake up everyday with a smile, and a motivation that drives me. I always tell myself «God never put you in a situation you cant handle». I know my next months will become a fairytale with only me, myself and i. So i keep dreaming. Just like this photo.