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*This year hasn’t gone the way I thought it would* I got swindled out of a lot of money by a person I thought I trusted, a place I was gonna sublet had insect problems, so I had to vacate IMMEDIATELY cuz I DONT PLAY THAT, I was forced to move apartments on a whim ( I literally had to fly out on a Monday, get my car fixed, get my entire belongings out my apartment into storage and be back in PHX to perform the next night) I had to have my friends move my car and belongings while I performed states away, I had to quit my job because I wasn’t here for the shenanigans, i was given two weeks to find roommates and ultimately decided to leave my beloved apartment because I was given no choice, I auditioned for a dream role with only ONE day notice, learned 3 songs and 4 scenes in one night, and ultimately didn’t book it (I’m still sad about that one), I went to do a production where i had to once again go against some ignorance dealing with being a chocolate boy (story of my life) and had to continuously humble myself because the situation was not professional and nobody gave a damn. I also had to go against some fake nice people involving money and my lease.
BUT GODS GRACE!!!!
I’ve gained so much wisdom, I’m stronger, I’ve continued to be a listening ear for others, I still care about other people and their dreams, aspirations, and issues. I’ve saved money, have a brand new apartment, got represented by a new agency, I’m performing every night in another dream role, I’m mentoring, my body is bangin 💪🏽, and I’m continuously fighting against the devil trying to take over and kill the positive power of my mind. I’ve been fighting y’all. But I’ve been WINNING! God is gonna keep providing provision for the vision. I’m so blessed and grateful that I haven’t given up, and that I continue to work on NOT WORRYING. I also have been flooded with so much support lately by family and friends who love me and keep telling me to continue the good I’m doing. God is awesome. And yes, I feel great today and tomorrow could be terrible, but Gods got my back, and I am ENOUGH to fight any negativity whether it be a person, or a thought. #god #wisdom #joy #poolside #model #wet #blackboyjoy